Today I am having one of those days, where you feel sad for no
reason and can cry at the mention of the word cry…
Fact is there are a number
of elements influencing my mood right now:
One month on and I’m still
job hunting
The miserable weather
That time of the month
Finding two rejection emails
in my inbox this morning (It’s been the trend this week)
Missing my friends, family and
weather in Cape Town
Being alone in London (does
not feel the same as before)
Realising I’ve moved four
times within a year! No wonder I feel so unsettled.
I have had one heck of a
year and am looking forward to having a stable, rather normal life again. So, I
realise I will have to brave the ‘elements’ above, continue to work at my goals
and give myself some time…in the meantime, its chin up and being thankful for
my blessings (I’m healthy, have a roof over my head, grateful for my friend Rachel
and after all I’ve been through, I’m still capable of being strong, smiling and
remaining positive)
In three words I can some up
everything I’ve learned about life. It goes on. xx
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